Okay, maybe they aren't all bad.

Yea, maybe I went a little overboard yesterday. I am just on edge and in need of something new and fun. Sorry guys, you are more than orgasms and sperm...no really!

Ticking away, the moments that make up a dull day...

Well, my myspace friends, I done tried and tried, but alas, cannot make my myspace page work for me...so I'm done with it, I will stick with my friendly Google folk. I'm so tired, I'm tired of forcing a smile, I'm tired of pretending to be interested in what EVERYONE is telling me. There is no way that anyone, not even me, super girl, can possibly be interested and remember everything that everyone tells me...is there? I'm looking forward to girls' night out this Friday! Just to have a conversation that I haven't had before, is stimulating enough.
Pink Floyd brings out my own brand of melancholy. Although, the Super Mario Bros. does in fact help. It completely distracts me from life.
Did anyone see Oprah today or Friday maybe? Some bullshit about "Why Men Cheat". Whatever Oprah. It's because all they are good for is sperm, that is what their greatest purpose is...OK, hunting and sustenance in general, but mostly sperm. I mean, why did God give them so much of it? To fertilize. They gave us all the responsibility of incubating, nursing, teaching, nurturing and generally caring for our young, because men are stupid and perpetually childish. They never learn or progress, they just stay children, depending on one woman after another to take care of them, and to deposit their sperm into. Ok, I admit, I like men, but there is no way I will ever be deluded enough to think that they will ever be anything but a fertilizer who brings money home to buy food and pay the bills. I am positive, I will have to take care of everything else...given that I decide to ever get married or domesticated and have children. Well, in the wild, the males have to be flashy and strong in order to attract a female, all we human females need is an orgasm. Seriously boys, if you can get a girl off better than the other guy, you win!
Is it just me, or can anyone else tell i've been holding EVERYTHING in lately?

Turtles and Mushrooms

I've decided to dig out the old Nintendo and Super Nintendo, and dominate the land of Super Mario in order to escape my own head. I've got people and my emotions toward them swimming around in my head constantly, and I'm finding it interfering with life and my routine. Ok, I'll admit it, it's all about the boys...one who should be out of my life completely is constantly pissing me off, just for still being around. Another is the one I want but cannot have because I fucked up earlier in life and now he is afraid of me. And the other is gorgeous but somewhat off limits, however, the limit can be overlooked, but then I'm not sure if there could be anything real, seeing how I really want someone else. It is very frustrating, in every way...sexually, emotionally and it is driving me completely insane. So alas, off I go into the two dimensional world of brick and pipes in order to distract myself from my own head. I can't wait for girls' night. Until then, watch out for turtles and mushrooms!